孟子·告子下

出处：《孟子·告子下》
孟子曰："舜发于畎亩之中，傅说举于版筑之间，胶鬲举于鱼盐之中，管夷吾举于士，孙叔敖举于海，百里奚举于市。故天将降大任于是人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空伐其身行，行弗乱其所为，所以动心忍性，曾益其所不能。人恒过，然后能改。困于心，衡于虑，而后作。徵于色，发于声，而后喻。入则无法家拂士，出则无敌国外患者，国恒亡。然后知生于忧患难与共，而死于安乐也。"
译文：
孟子说：“舜从田野之中被任用，傅说从筑墙工作中被举用，胶鬲从贩卖鱼盐的工作中被举用，管夷吾从狱官手里释放后被举用为相，孙叔敖从海边被举用进了朝廷，百里奚从市井中被举用登上了相位。
所以上天将要降落重大责任在这样的人身上，一定要道先使他的内心痛苦，使他的筋骨劳累，使他经受饥饿，以致肌肤消瘦，使他受贫困之苦，使他做的事颠倒错乱，总不如意，通过那些来使他的内心警觉，使他的性格坚定，增加他不具备的才能。
人经常犯错误，然后才能改正；内心困苦，思虑阻塞，然后才能有所作为；这一切表现到脸色上，抒发到言语中，然后才被人了解。在一个国内如果没有坚持法度的世臣和辅佐君主的贤士，在国外如果没有敌对国家和外患，便经常导致灭亡。
这就可以说明，忧愁患害可以使人生存，而安逸享乐使人萎靡死亡。”

Can We have a Damon - Jill Jones

From Aug 6 2015

Jill's example: 10+ years suffering spirit of fear: panic / sweat / anxiety

Isiah 61

Luke 418The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; he hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised

The word "Solzo"

• Saved
• Healed

4 legs of the Good News:

1.  Salvation to the Poor
2. Heal / bind-up the brokenhearted / bind-up the shattered into pieces person
3. Proclaim freedom to the prison ==> deliverance ministry for the people in bondage to:
1. 30 ciggarates a day
2. Anger
3. Fear
4. Come back again to proclaim the year of jubilee

In another words:

1. Save them
2. Heal them
3. Cast out damons
4. Proclaim His second coming

Disciples have to be healed

Luke 8: Mary called Madeline

Matt 28:

18And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth. ‬

19所以，你们要去，使万民 作我的门徒，奉 父、 子、 圣 灵 的名 给他们 施洗 

20凡 我所吩咐 你们的，都教训 他们 遵守， 我 就 常 与你们 同在，直到 世界 的末了。 ‬

What are Demons?

Demons are consequences for sin

9.2 The Heavenly Realms

There is a spiritual kingdom that submits to the will of God and a kingdom of darkness that opposes His will.

There is a spiritual battle taking place which affects every Christian.

1. Basic Principles:
1. God, the Creator, has sovereign power and authority over the created realms - the heavenly and the earthly realms
2. Angels are that part of the heavenly realm which is in obedience to God.
3. The Demonic realm is that part of the heavenly realm which is in rebellion against God. Satan is the head of the demonic realm. Demons are agents of Satan.
2. The Demonic Realm:
1. Demons are living beings and have specific characteristrics
2. Death and Hell, Antichrist, Jezebel are examples of the "strongmen" that rule over demonic groups
3. The desiire of Satan and his agents is to separate man from God

9.3 Power and Authority - Lost and Found

9.4 The basics of Demonic Intrusion in Man

Demons are consequences for sin

4 doors for demons to enter our house:

1. Personal Sin
2. Generational Sin
3. Other people sin against us:
1. Soul ties
4. Accident and Trauma
1. Lost consciousness
2. Depression

• Spirit of Infirmity: e.g. peter's mother with fever
• Spirit of fear
• Spirit of lust

Q&A:

1. Can holy spirit and demonic spirit co-exist?
1. Answer: Yes
2. Can a Christian be demon possessed?
1. Answer: No
2. Luke 4: 
1. ‪31And came down to Capernaum, a city of Galilee, and taught them on the sabbath days. ‬
2. 33 ¶ And in the synagogue there was a man, which had a spirit of an unclean devil (demon possessed), and cried out with a loud voice, ‬

e.g. Satan worship in Detroit Aug 2015

沉穩及其他品格

一：沉穩 

（1）不要隨便顯露你的情緒。 

（2）不要逢人就訴說你的困難和遭遇。 

（3）在徵詢別人的意見之前，自己先思考，但不要先講。 

（4）不要一有機會就嘮叨你的不滿。 

（5）重要的決定儘量有別人商量，最好隔一天再發佈。 

（6）講話不要有任何的慌張，走路也是。 

二：細心 

（1）對身邊發生的事情，常思考它們的因果關係。 

（2）對做不到位的執行問題，要發掘它們的根本癥結。 

（3）對習以為常的做事方法，要有改進或優化的建議。 

（4）做什麼事情都要養成有條不紊和井然有序的習慣。 

（5）經常去找幾個別人看不出來的毛病或弊端。 

（6）自己要隨時隨地對有所不足的地方補位。 

三：膽識 

（1）不要常用缺乏自信的詞句 

（2）不要常常反悔，輕易推翻已經決定的事。 

（3）在眾人爭執不休時，不要沒有主見。 

（4）整體氛圍低落時，你要樂觀、陽光!

（5）做任何事情都要用心，因為有人在看著你。 

（6）事情不順的時候，歇口氣，重新尋找突破口，就結束也要乾淨俐落。 

四：大度 

（1）不要刻意把有可能是夥伴的人變成對手。 

（2）對別人的小過失、小錯誤不要斤斤計較。 

（3）在金錢上要大方，學習三施（財施、法施、無畏施） 

（4）不要有權力的傲慢和知識的偏見。 

（5）任何成果和成就都應和別人分享。 

（6）必須有人犧牲或奉獻的時候，自己走在前面。 

五：誠信 

（1）做不到的事情不要說，說了就努力做到。 

（2）虛的口號或標語不要常掛嘴上。 

（3）針對客戶提出的"不誠信"問題，拿出改善的方法。 

（4）停止一切"不道德"的手段。 

（5）耍弄小聰明，要不得！ 

（6）計算一下產品或服務的誠信代價，那就是品牌成本。 

六：擔當 

（1）檢討任何過失的時候，先從自身或自己人開始反省。 

（2）事項結束後，先審查過錯，再列述功勞。 

（3）認錯從上級開始，表功從下級啟動。 

（4）著手一個計畫，先將權責界定清楚，而且分配得當。 

想和聰明的人在一起，你就得聰明；想和優秀的人在一起，你就得優秀。

於發現別人的優點，並把它轉化成自己的長處，你就會成為聰明人； 學最好的別人，做最好的自己。借人之智，成就自己，此乃成功之道。

Leadership Conducts in Titus 3

Titus 3New International Version (NIV)

Saved in Order to Do Good

nd see that 14 Our people must learn to devote themselves to doing what is good, in order to provide for urgent needs and not live unproductive lives.

3 Remind the people to be subject to rulers and authorities, to be obedient, to be ready to do whatever is good, 2 to slander no one, to be peaceable and considerate, and always to be gentle toward everyone.

3 At one time we too were foolish, disobedient, deceived and enslaved by all kinds of passions and pleasures. We lived in malice and envy, being hated and hating one another. 4 But when the kindness and love of God our Savior appeared, 5 he saved us, not because of righteous things we had done, but because of his mercy. He saved us through the washing of rebirth and renewal by the Holy Spirit, 6 whom he poured out on us generously through Jesus Christ our Savior, 7 so that, having been justified by his grace, we might become heirs having the hope of eternal life. 8 This is a trustworthy saying. And I want you to stress these things, so that those who have trusted in God may be careful to devote themselves to doing what is good. These things are excellent and profitable for everyone.

9 But avoid foolish controversies and genealogies and arguments and quarrels about the law, because these are unprofitable and useless. 10 Warn a divisive person once, and then warn them a second time. After that, have nothing to do with them. 11 You may be sure that such people are warped and sinful; they are self-condemned.

轉寄到30週年信箱

脱茧而出

我的工作职位需要我为一个上百人的軟硬件研發项目引入設計架構的改变，但我在2014年初经历了一系列的挫折。我們的团队逐漸遇到了几股桌面下的力量的阻挡。其中一股力量抵挡项目不能向前，另一股力量拦住项目的退路，使大家进退两难。有人直接指责我将大家带入了困境。我因为Email上的攻击痛苦不堪，特别是发送到很多收信人的Email让我无法忍受。那些Email感觉摧毁了我的名誉和自我认同。在徬徨中我慢慢失去了內心平衡，。在恐慌中我先後犯了許多的错误。在绝望中我开始用自己的方法来解决问题，既然別人似乎成功地使用email來攻擊，我也試圖以其人之道还治其人之身。 神说伸冤在我，我偏偏自力逞能， 但以牙还牙将情况变得更坏，使自己既受伤又内疚；覺得用不乾淨的方法讓我心裡忐忑不安。隨即的后果是我出現常常紧张，重度失眠等症狀，並导致抑郁症，最后见到凶的同事我大脑就发麻不能运作，就焦虑慌张。我以前有过忧郁症，但这次更加严重，超过了一年半。我与黑暗的情绪争战但毫无功效。在愁苦中我越来越多躲避到自己的世界，来隐藏我的痛苦和羞耻，并且用熟悉的方式自我保护。但我有一件事做对了：我定期去周三祷告会, 周末和Vinson Lee 弟兄打壁球，之后我俩互相祷告。这段时间里我许多次去看专科医生：神经科检查，精神科检查，内分泌科检查，荷尔蒙检查 ， Toxicology, Oncology, ；做了十几次检查为了找到问题的源头。什么都没有用。

有很長的一段時間，我感到许多的痛苦和羞耻但 我没有办法流一滴眼泪，我似乎把自己藏在一个躯壳里。回顾起来，以西结书11章就是对我很好的形容：（我要）从他们肉体中除掉石心，赐给他们肉心。我的心因为内中的恐惧像石头一样坚硬。我越担忧，我的生活就越来越四分五裂。我觉得我不能继续当前的工作，开始想象在别的地方开始一个新的工作，有少一点压力。但从我过往的经验我马上意识到在我从麻烦中跑掉之前这里有我要学的功课。另外，在我失眠的状态下我没法去任何地方面试。我觉得我在严酷的人际关系的冲突中被困住了，尤其被惧怕捆绑：惧怕更多的失败，惧怕在工作场所被欺负，惧怕见到同事，甚至懼怕面對自己。我盼望重拾平安和秩序，但哪里有呢？大约哪个时候，我从一位教会执事那里得到了许多帮助，她热心地关怀了我和我太太。她和我分享了她在忧郁症中挣扎和康复的路程。她强烈建议我去伦敦参加Pierrepont MicroNETS-1活动（永远不再一样）另外提一下，我太太坚持认为我的问题的根源不是化学不平衡或者童年的伤害，而是我属灵信仰中的结构性问题。我的属灵生活有了问题。她相信了这个建议，然后就安排了我们孩子的看顾，这样她可以和我一起去伦敦。我当时并不相信她，但是我也没有什么好失去的。另外过去我每次听她的建议都非常受益。我母亲多次督促遇到危险和重大决定要听书逸我太太的。安琪医生用抗抑郁的药物帮助我控制了失眠后，我就有了足够的力量去伦敦的Pierrepont参加9天的MicroNETS活动。我去了Pierrepont希望能够医治我的抑郁和焦虑，可以不用抗抑郁的药就能睡觉。我回来的时候满有内心宁和盼望，非常疲惫但是精神非常好。在Pierrepont的时间我覺得收穫良多。有生以來第一次，我有幸經歷到聖靈的同在，體驗到作為神兒女被愛有福的確據。通過課堂中和課後與同學的互動了解到作為神兒女正確的自我認同，不再那麼懼怕失敗後被唾棄，也多少恢復重建一些內心的平安。慢慢我可以不再需要抗抑郁的处方药，从15年5月16日开始我有70多天的时间都依赖这个药。现在我開始睡的很好，感谢超乎我所求所想的的改變，医治。

我真感激，在Pierrepont得到有福的確據又享受了一下下浸在主愛的甜蜜。營會前三天我們學習、重溫唯有上帝是被造人的中心。老師分析我們的關係被破壞常常因為誤信謊言丶認知盲點。邪惡勢力在我長大過程中滲透我的內心。但耶酥來，就是要帶來上帝的國度，並治好了那些急需要治療的人，像我這樣被抑鬱症和對死亡恐懼捆綁的人。第四天，分組。我們六、七個人加一個受過療癒培訓的組長，鼓勵大家在保護隱私的前提下互相承認自己的錯，Bhim, 一個印度來的男生，他從六歲左右就讀寄宿學校，對原生家庭父子情似乎既漠然又痛楚、回避。他說他從不哭，除非是他剛剛一歲的獨生子哭鬧不給他睡。很有經驗、智慧的組長開始講故事：前一周在＂療癒特會Healing Services ＂的會場，有個六英呎高的大漢，也是受原生家庭的影響而從不能哭，雖然那人想要從眼淚得療癒但怎麼也哭不出來。我們的組長, Manuella Okwue, 在那個聖潔的會場開始迫切禱告醫治釋放降臨他心里;結果十五分鐘內那大漢開始流淚而且泣不成聲。我們的Bhim作出半信半疑的態度，而那一刻我也不敢相信，其實內心深處我知道當時的大問題之一是我已經一年多流不出眼淚，但小信的我暗自說：就算你Manuella有本事用几句譸告使那英國大漢哭，因為文化的差異你也不可能讓這樣的事情發生在我身上。我也不知道自己為什麼有那麼多負面的想法，但我將此事牢牢記住。素不知，上帝選擇用幸福的暖流浸泡我的心，變石心為肉心。等不到十八個小時，意外的驚喜發生了。我永遠不會忘記，那是一個周五晨九點半開始的例常的禮拜。因為周日有療癒特會所以正常禮拜改周五 (officially, it is called the “Friday Morning Communion Services”. See photo attached)。禮拜會場布置聖潔溫馨，大家三面環繞圍坐在聖歺桌子。我座在右邊第三排。

禮拜的音樂在九點半奏響，好象其中一首是 " At the Cross (Love Ran red)"。但在第一首音樂剛開始不到10秒钟，一股强烈的暖流充满我，感動我的心，不由自主地想哭。我意識到那可能是上帝的靈要感動我，告訴我祂與我同在。我就放松下來，告訴自己想哭就哭，反正周圍的人不會笑我。大約有30到40分钟，我不能止住眼泪，幸福的眼泪。这次旅程之前我有一年半的时间不能流泪，并不是我没有试过。但在那一天，一年半的第一次，眼淚泡我的心，讓它柔软下来，就好像将一个石心变成了肉心。

这些泪水比强力的药还要有效，能够在30分钟内洗去聚集我心一年半的羞耻，内疚和恐惧。也许更奇妙的是，因为Pierrepont的经历, 我开始理解属灵的层面。人际关系的冲突，不论是工作场所还是别的地方，都是属灵争战的表现，就像哥林多后书（10:4-5）所讲的，“我们争战的兵器本不是属血气的，乃是在神面前有能力，可以攻破坚固的营垒， 5 将各样的计谋、各样拦阻人认识神的那些自高之事，一概攻破了，又将人所有的心意夺回，使它都顺服基督。”職場課程教导我们成熟的第一步是认识自我。我现在明白对自我的认识必须包括属灵的认识。我们必须意识到我们周围灵界的争战，通过这样的意识才能听到神微小的声音。最后的这部分是我最宝贵的得着。虽然现在工作中的人的问题还在，而且在一定程度上更坏，但我现在可以从一个属灵的角度来面对。我在学习将平安扎根在相信，“因为那在你们里面的，比那在世界上的更大。1 John 4:4“ 的确，我们有至高真神，能攻破頑固营垒，挣脱锁链，释放我們脱茧而出。

Guardian Angels in Psalm 91

Angels described in Psalm 91

Psalm 91:5 5 You will not dread the terrors that haunt the night     or enemy arrows that fly in the day  
6 Or the plagues that lurk in darkness     or the disasters that wreak havoc at noon. 7 A thousand may fall on your left,     ten thousand may die on your right,     but these horrors won’t come near you. 8 Only your eyes will witness     the punishment that awaits the evil,     but you will not suffer because of it. 9 For you made the Eternal [your][a] refuge,     the Most High your only home. 10 No evil will come to you;     plagues will be turned away at your door. 11 He will command His heavenly messengers to guard you,     to keep you safe in every way. 12 They will hold you up in their hands     so that you will not crash, or fall, or even graze your foot on a stone.[b] 13 You will walk on the lion and the cobra;     you will trample the lion and the serpent underfoot. 14 “Because he clings to Me in love,     I will rescue him from harm;     I will set him above danger. Because he has known Me by name, 15 He will call on Me, and I will answer.     I’ll be with him through hard times;     I’ll rescue him and grant him honor. 16 I’ll reward him with many good years on this earth     and let him witness My salvation.”     to keep you safe in every way. And perspectives in 90: 3 You turn people back to dust,     saying, “Go back to the dust, children of Adam.” 4 For You a thousand years is like a day when it is over,     a watch during the night;     there is no difference to You. 5-6 You release the waters of death to sweep mankind away in his slumber.     In the morning, we are blades of grass, Growing rapidly under the sun but withering quickly;     yet in the evening, we fade and die, soon to be cut down. 7 For Your anger has consumed us.     Your wrath has shaken us to the core     and left us deeply troubled. 8 You have written our offenses before You—     the light of Your presence shines brightly on our secret sins,     and we can’t run or hide. 9 For all our days are spent beneath Your wrath;     our youth gives way to old age, and then     one day our years come to an end with a sigh. 10 We may journey through life for 70 years;     some may live and breathe 80 years—if we are strong. Yet our time here is only toil and trouble;     soon our days are gone, and we fly away. 11 Who can truly comprehend the power unleashed by Your anger?     Your wrath matches the fear that is due to You. 12 Teach us to number our days     so that we may truly live and achieve wisdom. 13 How long will we wait here alone?     Return, O Eternal One, with mercy.     Rescue Your servants with compassion. 14 With every sun’s rising, surprise us with Your love,     satisfy us with Your kindness.     Then we will sing with joy and celebrate every day we are alive. 15 You have spent many days afflicting us with pain and sorrow;     now match those with years of unspent joy. 16 Let Your work of love be on display for all Your servants;     let Your children see Your majesty. 17 And then let the beauty and grace of the Lord—our God—rest upon us

Guard my heart against daily laxity and hassles

Luke 21: 34 So be careful. Guard your hearts. They can be made heavy with moral laxity, with drunkenness, with the hassles of daily life. Then the day I’ve been telling you about might catch you unaware and trap you. 35 Because it’s coming—nobody on earth will escape it. 36 So you have to stay alert, praying that you’ll be able to escape the coming trials so you can stand tall in the presence of the Son of Man.