A big step forward, a small step back

Yesterday I was very energetic feeling good throughout the day.


And then I stayed until 7:20pm at work, without dinner, that proved to cause dumb headache similar to what happened two weeks ago Sunday when I delayed lunch.


Just like that Sunday, coffee was involved in both cases.


I am still a sick patient. God please heal me.

Possible turn around unexpected solutions

Last Friday i was in deep trouble and deprssed. 

I went to Bortz office he recommended Clomid to me.

Tuesday 8/9 i completed abdominal CT scan it was clean: no cancer. My sickness is in my head and the chimicals, endocrine system.

Clomid is working: my energy is recovering today even after the harsh fearful words from  Azzedine yesterday.

Today i focuses on S2 apeture for 5 hours that helpped too.

Listened to a talk by rev Tim Keller on Discovering God in the midst of pain and sufferjngs.

My present suffering is result of previous 3 years of disordered life work and coworker approval became Priority No 1.

No wonder i suffer. The suffering may magnify my faults especially:

1. Recklessness 粗心

2. Coward 膽小

God j am in deep trouble please vhange my heart. 

Del Norte High School Homecoming Night

Principle  Greg Mizel spoke 

This year theme: two seas

Sea of Galilee:  every drop of water comes in, 

Dead Sea

Me first and me most is a dead mentality.

Happy life is one centered around others.

Marc Ziegler. Algebra 3

Trimester system

Conlon mJ pre SAT

Katie Thompson

  Is AVID trained

Kill a mockingbird

Sunday

Galatians 2:20

    I have been crucified with Christ and i no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life i live in the body, i live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.

1. I no longer live for myself. 

     Not think of yourself less, but think less of yourself. Rick Warren.

2. 

2 Tim 3:16 All scripture is God breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, connecting and training in righteouseness.

Carmel

Baal worshippers

Romans 3:   

   Application-general self-knowledge

Laws - 

   Romans 9: 

   Old testamont has 3 types of laws

       1. Civil laws

       2. Ceremonial law about sacrifice and temple

       3. Moral law

    Love God with all my heart soul strength and mind

    PMA salt lake city

Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God