I went to Bortz office he recommended Clomid to me.
Tuesday 8/9 i completed abdominal CT scan it was clean: no cancer. My sickness is in my head and the chimicals, endocrine system.
Clomid is working: my energy is recovering today even after the harsh fearful words from Azzedine yesterday.
Today i focuses on S2 apeture for 5 hours that helpped too.
Listened to a talk by rev Tim Keller on Discovering God in the midst of pain and sufferjngs.
My present suffering is result of previous 3 years of disordered life work and coworker approval became Priority No 1.
No wonder i suffer. The suffering may magnify my faults especially:
1. Recklessness 粗心
2. Coward 膽小
God j am in deep trouble please vhange my heart.
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