Thursday, February 19, 2015

Withdrawal from Clomid

Was trying to gradually stop taking clomid.

I felt very weak this PM, and I took 1/4 of one Clomid 50mg pill.

Let us see whether 
1. headache comes back and 
    Headache did not
2. energy returns
    Yes ever so slightly

At 8:40pm took another 1/4 clomid with advil

Saturday, February 14, 2015

Managing up 3/3

1. Make no unforgiving mistake

2. Not go uninformed when you know things the boss should know

3. Stay loyal to the partnership's objectives

4. Tolerate each other's foibles

5. Not assume bad behavior comes from bad intention but rather from misinfo or misguided views

6. Share hardship

7. Seek for boss's strength not just seeing his weakness

8. Reenforce commonality



My job is to make my boss do better

1. Value his priority as my priority

2. Exceed his expectation

3. If it is important to him, i need to finish early

4. If important ti him, suggest better idea

5. Be a problem solver do not escalate

6. If he does not like a dept, try solve myself

Give your boss a good spa:

S: take it Serious ask question take notes

P: Don't take it personal

A: always take actions


前額頁frontal cortex 新皮質 neocortex


PTC:  Pause,  Transformation questions

Choose and Act:  

5.  Pick the right timing


Action:   Grow my driver skills.

Grow my assertiveness


Take ARMv8 and data call classes.



打掃乾淨心靈衛生

從去年三月到如今,我心理健康出問題,雄性荷爾蒙低,患了抑郁。

腦子里有什麼不衛生的角落呢?

潛意識的不安全因此早醒來.
這不安全感出自:
1. 我的一些責任未完成,比如SMMUtraining.
2. 兒子體力差体重高
3. 我與同事的關係不好,社交活動笨拙
4. Stage 2 失敗
5. 我常打退堂鼓

小時我也常打退堂鼓?
我想因為那時我內心環境不安全,總在抓外面的東西作倚靠. 外在的安全大多短暫,加上ADD,作決定輕率.

難道數不出主的恩典嗎?

0. 兒子數學邏輯好
1. 太太智慧又能干
2. 女兒智慧又能干,而且長于社交
3. Vinson 陪我支持我
4. 妹妹妹夫鼓勵我
5. 成家以来神賜的薪水財務都不缺




因此我照旧感恩,相信會有屬天的平安。因為我知一家健康平安就是上好福份。

Sunday, January 25, 2015

2015 立志

1. 如何補救我的壞根基?

悔改,重在改

改變去遵主的話而行

2. 孝敬爸爸


3. 一切從禱告開始

4. 家人平安健康,喜樂足亦



遵守神的話
約
翰 14:21

1. 明白神的話
2.如何遵行
3.遵守神的話一定蒙福
耶穌愛的語言:遵行神的話

寬恕人/我的過失便是自已的榮耀

神的心意是要我除去我的羞愧害怕別人知道我的本相





Thursday, January 1, 2015

Jan 1 CMC West 從屬世的世界觀價值觀中破繭而出

價值定決策, 決策定人生

創13-19

他的義心天天1分傷痛


上帝是亞伯蘭/我決策的中心


1. 亞伯蘭處處築祭壇
2. 不要離開信仰的群體生活
3. 要選擇我的同路人
4. 決策要作全方位的考量


怎樣突破?

1. 需要愛: 你愛我比這些更多嗎?
 你愛我比這些更多嗎?
 你愛我比這些更多嗎?

Feed my flock.

不要懼怕

2. 時不我待

我也是逃兵

》勝過我的逃兵心態

使2:42-47

國度的胸襟


  教導的群體
  改變的群體

  關愛的群體
  敬拜的群體。  警戒'成功神學', 先要留意聖靈的作為。
要問:祢正在作什麼工?
然後跟隨主

作名星的誘惑


I need to obey Christ for prescription of my soul.
  Chris Rattay inthecityinc.com

Wright, Chris:

3 questions

1. What kind of world do we live in?

2. What has God promissed to do about it?

3. What dies it mean for us?

3 answers Gen 18,19

1. Sodom - a picture of our world

  Outcry: cry for help from people who were suffering cruelty

Sodom:
  Gen 19; Isa 1:9-10; Ezek 16:49

Prophetic comparison Jeruslam to Sodom:

Cruelty, arrogance, oppression, perversion, corruption

A reakistic picture of the fallen world today

God had called Abram into and out of this world
Out of land of Babel and into land of Sodom

2. Abraham: the promise of God's mission

Gen 18:18: all nations on earth will be blessed through him.= Gen 12:3
5 times in Gen

Gal 3:6-8 the gospel in advance

The missin of God means God is keeping his promise to Abraham - God's dream of a long distant future.

Our mission is to play my part in that great story Be part of God keeping his promise to Abraham.


3. 'The way of the Lord' : the pattern for God's people.

  Gen 18:19

Way of the Lord vs the Way of Sodom

To be distinctive:
  To reflect the character of God by doing what is right and just in our lives.





The way we live in practice is the vital link bw our calling and our misson.


The way we live is either helping or hindering God keeping his promise.

All the while God works and walks alongside.










Sunday, December 28, 2014

Trip to Kennedy Space Center


Today i drove to KSC, with Dad, Taylor and Joseph.

A few onservations: Taylor seems to get carried away. O had to spend 20 min looking for him at Pad 39.